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In the Lilly Fields
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Created on 2007-12-29 17:17:49 (#14554894), last updated 2009-03-12
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Basic Info| Name: | lilly_fields |
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| Birthdate: | 1987 |
BioI often write things down when I can't get them out of my head. Usually they come out in the form of a letter because I am generally a very vocal and opinionated person, they are always addressed to the person whom I feel is responsible for my feelings or best suited to listening to my problems. I never send them.
I've decided that blogging is probably best. I'm not sure anyone will ever see it but perhaps that makes it better? I'm going to try no to winge too much either; I am a young adult, barely out of my teens but I'd hate to come across as the whiney teenager. So, with the New Year approaching I think I should explain a little about myself.
I'm a University student somewhere in the north of England, a first year but I took a gap year before beginning my degree. I recently split up with a long term boyfriend but I'm over the weepy, hating myself part and just working on getting used to being by myself.
Moving away from home has had a profound effect on me, the most important one being that I don't do very much with myself these days.
I enjoy sport but not fanatically and am a rounded young lady who does not possess an athletic physique. Do I care? Not really, not a lot. My sport of choice; netball. I used to be very good but eight years of refusing to mix with the "in crowd" means that I am out of practise.
I am NOT a self despising social outcast who would rather eat vomit than strike up a conversation. I can not survive without people and sometimes that becomes a problem; I don't like to be on my own. I've always had a problem making friends but I simply describe myself as akin to marmite- you either love me or you hate me.
I am clinically depressed but I feel that I cope with it well most of the time. My friends aren't terribly understanding but how can you understand what you don't suffer with? They either ignore me or become frustrated so I'm working on dealing with it more internally next year.
Well that's a short introduction to me I suppose. I don't have a lot else to say and you don't need to know what I look like or my favourite colour. You will simply come to hear of how I spend my time over the holidays and going into the second term of Uni.
So for now, bye bye.
I've decided that blogging is probably best. I'm not sure anyone will ever see it but perhaps that makes it better? I'm going to try no to winge too much either; I am a young adult, barely out of my teens but I'd hate to come across as the whiney teenager. So, with the New Year approaching I think I should explain a little about myself.
I'm a University student somewhere in the north of England, a first year but I took a gap year before beginning my degree. I recently split up with a long term boyfriend but I'm over the weepy, hating myself part and just working on getting used to being by myself.
Moving away from home has had a profound effect on me, the most important one being that I don't do very much with myself these days.
I enjoy sport but not fanatically and am a rounded young lady who does not possess an athletic physique. Do I care? Not really, not a lot. My sport of choice; netball. I used to be very good but eight years of refusing to mix with the "in crowd" means that I am out of practise.
I am NOT a self despising social outcast who would rather eat vomit than strike up a conversation. I can not survive without people and sometimes that becomes a problem; I don't like to be on my own. I've always had a problem making friends but I simply describe myself as akin to marmite- you either love me or you hate me.
I am clinically depressed but I feel that I cope with it well most of the time. My friends aren't terribly understanding but how can you understand what you don't suffer with? They either ignore me or become frustrated so I'm working on dealing with it more internally next year.
Well that's a short introduction to me I suppose. I don't have a lot else to say and you don't need to know what I look like or my favourite colour. You will simply come to hear of how I spend my time over the holidays and going into the second term of Uni.
So for now, bye bye.
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