I wish that he would get out of my dreams

I wish I didn't have a weak spot for older guys. -_-

I wish older guys didn't fall for me either. *face-palms*

I wish Cupid hit the heart of the guys I want him to hit instead of men who're 7 frigging years older than me. -_-

Sheesh. Blind much, Cupid?

Oh, yeah, so I wish you weren't blind you diapered lil man! :-/

i wish you would just ask me to marry you.
you've already suggested it.
you've already talked about it.
i wish you would just ask me already.
you know i'll say yes.

i wish my fever would just go away (though it's lower now than before) but still go away!
i wish i could sleep.
i wish i had a huge thing of fountain sprite.
i wish this taste in my mouth would go away.
i wish this room wasn't so cold. BRR

I wish...

That my life will get better. I've been feeling alone since my friendship with april ended and my best friend moved to japan with the navy. my online friendships have been disappearing too lately with busy lives. With nobody to really talk to i feel left behind, forgotten, and abandoned. If I'm meant to be alone then life has lost its meaning to me completely. I can't live without having someone by my side to share life with. It just seems wrong. I also wish that things will fall into place. I just don't like feeling somber and empty....

I also wish for a better year and decade. I've had enough. If life doesn't get better in ten years then I wish to leave this world permanently and not come back. 27 years of suffering is long enough for me. I need happier times.

 I spent the night in your arms
Cuddling close to your side
Knowing, hoping
You would never leave me

I woke up with a smile
And turned as I to reach for you
I found nothing but the dog
Cuddled close to my side

And I cried as I remembered
The beautiful dreams of yesterday
And I turned over, my eyes closed
Not quite ready to move on

I wish for certain things to be able to fall into place.

I wish I could find a job so I can save money for him to come in the summer. I wish the time between his visits wasn't so long.

Chapter 2:  Willard Street, West Avenue, and Alfred Street

 

Nick Sparks was, most of his friends agreed, a very good-looking, generally congenial guy.  Obviously of Italian descent, he had brown hair, brown eyes, dark features, was just short of tall, and was thin but athletic; he dressed, like a typical young person of nineteen or twenty, in clothes mostly purchased from the mall.  His face was somewhat long and slightly angular, with prominent cheekbones and thin cheeks, though he did not appear gaunt.  His chin was very noticeably cleft.

 

Nick was also, most of his friends agreed, a little odd at times; but at the James School almost everyone was at least a little odd, and so this was usually overlooked.

 

 

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Easy as one, two, three
Broken-hearted may I be.

Anyone care to join me?

I wish I didnt feel the need to talk to you everyday.

I wish I didnt love you.

I wish I didnt let you trap me again.

I wish I didnt hang on every word that sounds "promising".

I wish I didnt go see you.

I wish I didnt hold on to the past.

I wish I didnt push him away cuzz of you.


I wish I couldve shown him that I did really care.

I wish I couldve been that one for him.

I wish I couldve been more patient with him.

I wish I couldve had more time.

I wish he needed me as much as I needed him.....